I'm lowkey scared of girls

No but like, fr. I can't even be in proximity of a girl without losing my shit. I get flustered, I blush, my brain fucking stops working. At least I'm not an incel or one of those "Hello m'lady🤓 it appears that your profile biography states that your private messages are open to anyone, so I took a chance to slide in ;)" obese redditors. Some time ago there was this girl who even HUGGED me and I genuinely was about to fucking die. I hate myself dhgsfhddagfahsjdj