I’m cooked

18M and try not to be negative but I have no skills, I have dyspraxia and Asperger’s, I am still skinny fat as I can’t seem to make any progress in the gym, I look 12, have a round face, missing and not white teeth. I’m also 5”4. What the fuck do I do? I don’t see how I can get into a relationship when I’m this bad looking. I’ve tried finding what I’m good at and found fuck all.