Deeply fascinated by boxing as a woman

It's this kind of ancient theatrical outpouring of primal chaos to me. I had a video come up on my FYP of a fight with some deftones music and it had me hooked. I love the intense look in the eyes of the men before they fight, their proclaims to stake their life on it, their dance of death. Very Roman barbarian. The violent thrashings, moments where they take it too far, blood splatters on tne ring as the ring girl walks by with their push up bras firmly on.

I saw another video of this man called Sean on a podcast breaking down about his abusive childhood, how he thought his father would kill his mother. For a glimmer of a moment i saw that same young timid boy hiding behind the door as his father raged in that ring. There is so much lore.