I'm hurt

My situation is complicated, it's mostly because of school, the people there, and how rude and disrespectful they are. I wrote this, and it summed up how I've been feeling lately.

"I feel like a leaf in the middle of the ocean during a storm. I can’t control the wind and water. I’m just there, getting hit over and over again. Upon reaching the island, I’m ripped apart. I can’t catch a break, can I? I return to the sea for another round after drying off a little."