Penis change

Hello guys over a half year ago i did kegels for over 3 weeks. One day i masturbated and got no errection and directly ejaculate. This gave me so much mental stress and it made me very sad.

So i went to the Doctor and checked my penis and pelvic floor. He Said he Sees no Problems with the penis and the pelvic floor is very strong and also has no Problems. So as every Doctor with Not much Knowledge they say this is all mental and he gave me tadalafil 5mg. But i know that tadalafil is Not good because it can cause more mental damage to think you cannot live without it.

I did Reverse Kegels irregular and then stopped them and thought my Problem would get solved with time.

Now over a half year later i have the Same Problems and as you can see in the image my penis in normal condition there is an inward Bend in the middle of the penis. Also my penis is very soft and has no power. My penis got a lot of thinner and is length went Short.

I also cant get a full errection. My penis is always a Little Bit soft so that i Can bend it myself a Little Bit. The glans is also often cold and soft.

So do anybody had the Same Problems? How do i solve the Problem?

Thanks for your help!