Failed my first exam..
I’m a first year university student. I study chemistry and I have to write 4 exams in this semester. 3 of them are already behind me, while I don‘t particularly feel like I did good in any of them, I at least felt like I could pass them. I had a really hard time trying to motivate myself to study and it felt really hopeless but now I have my first result. My first exam was physics and I failed miserably.. Like I was miles away from the passing grade (maybe they even gave me the worst grade, I don’t know the grading system yet.)
I was never any good at it but now I feel really stressed out and wonder if I‘m even made for this. I used to really like studying for chemistry in high school but now I can‘t even bring myself to enjoy the classes that have more to do with it than e.g. physics. Now my head is full of negative questions like what if I fail all the other exams too? Will I have to drop out? I know most of this is my fault because I just didn‘t study enough.
But I’m really desperate right now. Does anyone have any advice?
edit; thank you to everyone who answered. I don‘t really have anyone who would have comforted and helped me this much. my parents would have just said I didn‘t study enough and that it was the obvious result which would have dragged me down even more. So I’m really grateful to all of you :‘)