Accidentally making people uncomfortable

Context at bottom: I don't know, unless they're one of my close friends, people I meet usually get super off put by me. It's made me really quiet in social situations. Now that I'm considered "pretty" instead of people calling me weird I get called shy. That changes when they talk to me and don't understand why I act the way I do and get weirded out by me.

I rarely make new friends due to this. Relationship wise I've had a few, nothing recently because my last one ended so terribly I had to step back.

Either way I just tend to weird other NTs out. Most of my close friends are some type of ND. So I guess that's why.

It just makes me feel feel bad because I always feel like I'm doing something wrong.

Context:

This post is inspired by a post I saw on ig that had a clip of Wario running away from something with the text "when the undersocialized autistic tries to talk to you after you hold the door open for them for a week". The comments were brutal as well, while also making awful assumptions about all undersocialized autistic people. Plus not going to lie if someone at my job consistently made a point to hold open the door for me for a week I'd probably start a convo. Now I feel like I shouldn't.