Why

I'm so mad at you today. Why didn't you fight for me, for us? We could've beat the odds, if you loved me as much as you said you did, why didn't you reach out and grab me and not let me go? Why did you give up when it got a little hard? It was hard for me too but I still wanted to hold on, to try. Why did you throw us away while at the same time telling me I'm all you ever wanted? Was it all just a lie or did you just not love me enough to endure, to stay by my side? Was I just a way to pass your time? I just want to know why because to me you were so much more.

I know the situation was difficult but if not lovers, would you not have preferred to have me in your life as a friend rather than not at all? Did you really prefer it to be what it is now, strangers? So everything we went through was for nothing, and all of our fears and dreams we shared went down the drain? How are you okay going on not knowing if I'm okay? I just want answers, answers to set me free.

I didn't believe in soulmates until you, so why did such a connection have to go to waste? One answer is all it would take.