People who chose Physics even sucking at it and math, how hard has it been?

Hey guys

I was always bad at physics and exact sciences (math, physics, chemistry) in high school (im not from USA), i had to go through a lot of private lessons during school! Im not the best coder either!

However i was thinking for awhile to go to physics college.

I thought about engineering but honestly i dont intend to work for big companies no matter what field of engineering i would go to.

I like the scientific side of physics, and i would like to know if someone always bad at it went to physics school and how is dealing with it.

Also, what path you guys intend to go after graduation? High school teaching? Masters degree? Research? Other path?

Thanks in advance!