I want to cry.

These days, my life seems to be filled with stress. Not once in the past month have I genuinely smiled from my heart. I’ve wanted to cry and vent out my emotions, but I can’t. The tears just won’t come. I also failed two of my classes, and I haven’t told my parents yet. That’s been weighing heavily on my heart. Every time I feel like crying, it just doesn’t happen. I’m an 18-year-old male, and I feel like my life is falling apart. I’m so disappointed in myself, and I feel like a disappointment to my parents too. I don’t know what to do or where to turn. It feels like I’m stuck in a never-ending cycle of failure and frustration. I just want to break free from all this, but I don’t know how. My heart feels so heavy, and I can’t seem to find any relief. What is my life even becoming? I feel like I’m drowning, and I don’t know how to swim. I’m so lost and overwhelmed. 😭😭