I got harassed today on night bus.

I was traveling from Kathmandu .I always ask for Mahila seat when traveling alone and yesterday was no different. Bus chadeko 2,3 hours samma euta aunty sanga thye and tyo aunty lai vomit aauchha jasto bho so she went agadi driver cabin maa . Tespachhi ko 1 hour jati I was alone and then a man came (mid 30s ) ko thyo hola. Uh aayera basyo , ma nidaisakyathye . Ma majaale nai nidaako raichhu idk katibela bata usko haat ma mathi thiyo , tara usle tauko eta rakhera suta naani bhanyo ani ma byujhiye , usko haat mero inner thighs maa raichha . Ani ma esto nathaapako jasto garera chaley ,haat hatauchha ki bhanera but he didn’t. I heard him unzipping his pants , tespachhi ta I was paralyzed nai . My body went cold and stiff. He was breathing arkai tarikale (yk when sexually aroused hunchhan) . Usle ani haat ajha bhitra laana khojyo , feri mero butt area tira. Godddd , ma bhanna pani sakdina kasto helpless bhairathyo. Current lako chha nani ho ki estai k pani bhandai thyo . Ma ta aakha nakholi stiff bhayerai basirathye . Tesko sometimes pachhi dhanna bus le susu ko laagi rokyo ani then he stopped. And that fucking guy had the audacity to ask “Fyasbuk maa add garna milchha?” He asked 3 times ma boldai bolina . Kata orline ho timi bhanera pani sodhdai thyo , ani aafai kasaile nasodhi mero ghar yeta nira ho re ajha. Ma ta aafnai body dekhi ghin laayera aairako chha chhya . Kina hunchha masanga esto . 2 months agi ghar jaada pani seat maa eklai thye ani raati estai middle aged ko manchhe aayera basera estai touch garyathyo but no to this extent. Bharkhar recover hudai thye , feri same . Why does this always happen to me ? Is it my fault for literally existing. ? Kasailai bhanna pani sakdina sab le lightly linchhan so eta share gareko . Thankyouuu for reading.