Mom gave up on me-

-with regards to my arranged marriage. 😭😭

I thought even if I don't have a gf, I would still be able to get married using the arranged way.

But, my mom basically said to find a wife myself cuz she can't find one for me.

Ooof 💀

Now I feel like I shouldn't have focused way too much on studies (I held the belief that relationship distracts one from studying), during my younger years.