my psychiatrist ghosted me

note that i'm diagnosed with GAD and symptoms of BPD.

is it common for PGH doctors to ghost their patients? we only meet every 3 months and every meeting, panibagong gamot lang binibigay sa akin. i get that it's free pero really, i feel so confused. last meeting namin (thru online pa), after i said i hold knives when i'm mad, not to hurt anyone but to refrain them from coming near me bigla na lang niya inend yung call then they'll send me the next schedule na lang which is til now wala akong email na natanggap. even yung prescription ko, kahit digital copy wala. idk kung natakot siya sa akin pero i know someone who got ghosted by her own din. i'm so confused and sad. i sent an email many times...