Disabled single woman in NJ receiving only SSDI and have been on Medicare and ABD Medicaid for years. My recert was denied and don’t know what to do

Got a letter today denying my recertification for NJ Medicaid (NJ Family Care/ABD Medicaid). I have Medicare as my primary, and I know there are other options to help with costs, but I make less than $1400/month and have no other assets. I can’t get QMB because most of my specialists don’t accept it, and it is so difficult to find specialists I need as it is. I have extra help for my Medicare drug plan, but I take a lot of meds so it adds up. I have chronic illnesses that, especially in the last year, have made me require more specialized care. A lot of my care goes through the same hospital system, and they take both insurances so I never had to worry about copays there. I’m supposed to start physical therapy next week at said hospital system, but without Medicaid I won’t be able to afford the copays for it (it will be long-term physical reconditioning to help me be able to walk again). In addition, all of my specialists outside of that hospital system only take Medicare, and because I’ve had to basically live at the doctor for months, I’ve had to pay so much for OOP costs. Without the Medicaid, I won’t be able to get labs done, have dental or vision, or even go to the ER for free anymore. The amount I make (especially in NJ) is not nearly enough to live off of when I am unable to work. The letter said I missed the cutoff by $90.

I’m so enraged right now; this has never happened to me since being on Medicare and being fully disabled, I’ve always qualified for ABD (Aged, Blind & Disabled) Medicaid. I’m not sure what to do as this will set back my progress medically so significantly and I already can’t afford basic necessities throughout the month as it is (and I have all the help I qualify for already to help me, and I don’t have anything unnecessary bill wise, not even tv or streaming services or even a car). The time it takes to appeal could be months, I cannot afford a lawyer to help, and I’m so overwhelmed. I am alone and this is already hard enough.

Please tell me someone knows enough about this to help me. I can’t think clearly when I’m overwhelmed. I feel defeated by a system that’s supposed to help me 😔