I'm struggling with depression and I can't push myself to work

I'm struggling with depression and I can't push myself to work and move out from my toxic family. I didn't have the best family, best school life, best romance life, or good friends. I worked on myself and learned how to stop being bullied, be more social, or resolve other types of problems but I'm tired of working and working to get a little accepted or reward, and if I slip everything goes back as it was. Even doing what I like just makes me sick and I don't want to live life just accepting that I will be miserable and work to make it a little not miserable. How can I make myself get a job?