being trans

i really just want to hear some of your thoughts on this. i feel like this sub has lots of trans guys in it but i'm so so serious. i just searched "trans" in ask gay bros and it made me fucking sick. i thought i would find love for trans guys, not specifically from gay men but definitely bisexual men. we can top, bottom, and have fem sex. but all i saw is that i'm a disgusting mutilation that no man will ever want to touch. i'm absolutely fucking disgusted and heartbroken. i have been so excited to go out and meet guys and have fun but apparently i'm an abomination.

maybe i'm just searching for validation. someone tell me i'm valid and i'll find love. even better, if you're trans and gay tell me all about your happy relationship and your partner. genuinely i want to hear it and gain my hope back.

love yall