Blocked him on Spotify to maintain my emotional sobriety😭

Music was a big point of connection for me to him…I knew when I went NC that i would have to erase the playlists in order to really let go and heal, but I’ve been dragging my heels.

I blocked and unfollowed him and removed myself from joint playlists so I couldn’t see what he is listening to, etc. and vice versa.

One band in particular (sleep token) he introduced me to is now one of my favorite bands they are so fucking talented- and very emotional music. These days listening to most of their songs makes me cry because I think of him.

So I have to do this.

Honestly blocking his Spotify was harder than blocking his number, socials, etc.

fuck, this is going to be a hard year. 😖😞😭💔