My ex came back yesterday.

I had just gotten out of work and I suddenly heard a knock at the door. Went out to go check who it is and there she was just standing there. She asked me if she could come in but honestly I was still in shock I just looked at her for like 10 seconds or so and asked her what she’s doing here. She said she was around and wanted to check up on me. I opened the door to my apartment complex and let her in and she hugged me for about 30 seconds. She came inside my apartment after that and explained that she was worried about me hated how things ended and just wanted to talk. We later proceeded to talk calmly about everything, she asked about my father (passed away) and wanted to see our pets.

She proceeded to spend the night. After our intimacy period was done I asked her if she wanted to fix things and she said it’s a 50/50 she believes people can’t change. I told her they can but you gotta put a lot of effort in especially in a relationship. We both came to the conclusion that we would think about it. I’m also indecisive currently about her.

I told my closest friends that she came back and they kinda got mad at me stating that they can’t believe I let her back into my life after everything that she put me through.

Today we woke up and she called a uber. While we were doing that we were deciding when we would next meet up. I’m still a little uncertain if it’s a good idea to see her again because of all of the progress I’ve put into forgetting her but guess imma have to meditate on that.

I was on strict no contact for 50 days. She reached out I didn’t have to look for her.

Love you guys be safe out there.