I've used to feel so flattered by these comments. But it sucks, if you think about it.

It's a trap, y'all. Nobody ever believes me I am struggling, big time. If I died, they would be so confused, because I might be a little weird, but definitely not suicidal on daily basis, from outsider's perception.

God knows what my psychiatrist thinks. I saw her yesterday and I've no clue. I didn't tell her I am suicidal, just that I don't see the point.