Am I gonna be DQ’d??

I’m the type of person that takes ‘you gotta try everything once’ a little too seriously with that being said I’ve used some hard drugs in my lifetime included but not limited to;coke, meth, shrooms, LSD and Xanax, Xanax over five years ago but all the rest within the past five years, have a DUI within five years and have been to a couple rub n tugs 🤷🏽‍♂️ should I even attempt to send my ESOPH in or just chalk it up as an L and go back to the trades for now? TLDR; will I be DQ’d for hard drug use?