My View
It’s common to think that if you don't succeed at first love, you just move on, settle down with someone else, and nothing of your past bothers you. What a life that must be like? Right. Real life, does not work that way. If you don't succeed in getting and keeping with you, a person you fall in love with, it becomes a struggle to your day of death, to keep going, to keep living, without that person. I can remember that damn perfume every day. Her damn smile, her contagious laugh, her beautiful brown hair, her mesmerizing brown eyes, her love for muffins, her favorite color, her favorite song. I’ve been trying so hard to break the thought of her, because i’ve already tried multiple times to regain what we had. She was the love of my life so far, and the reason why a break up is so hard is because it’s out of your control. The human mind is so weird that nature has designed us as such, that when we fall in love, that person we fall in love with, becomes our necessity. If it does not manifests into a relationship, a marriage, you are effectively living without a necessity.