Is CA supposed to be mainly self-taught?

Has CA never done something like weekly lectures or something similar? Even to just go over the practice questions?

Absolutely getting fucked steam rolled here with the content and am starting to slowly realise that I might be on my own (which is fair enough, I know CA isn't easy or anything).

I mean I can go on YouTube to see examples to help me, but some practice questions have some fuckery question wordings, where it's hard to look at YouTube (might be more of a me problem)